I know that some of you are wondering about Ranger Dog. He is well. He is at the farm. I hope to see him again some time soon. Circumstances beyond my control caused me to have to leave him with Mr. Greenhouse.
I cannot tell you how much it hurt and how much I cried when I left the farm and left Ranger Dog behind. I miss him greatly. He is and will be in my heart always. And, one day, I hope to be reunited with him.
I had to choose what was the best for him and not for me. It would not be fair to have a adventurous soul like Ranger Dog contained in an apartment. It would also not be fair for him to be a pawn in a battle for custody. Animals have feels and nerves like we do. So, I chose the best I could.
There are times now when I sit and cry for my Ranger Dog. I would love to sit and put my face in his fur. I would love to have him climb in my lap and kiss my face with his warm wet tongue. Just to have him curl up with me on the couch and love on me a little. So please don’t think I abandonded him or that I don’t think of him constantly.
I worry just like a mother about him. Is he happy? Is he warm? Did he get fed today? Does he get to go and play in the woods? Does he miss me?
One night, when I particularly sad, I cried and said to myself…”when I get to heaven, I am going to have all the pets I want and no one will be able to take them from me”. You see, before Ranger Dog, there was Abbie Cat….they both are still greatly loved by me. And, before them….Buster….
Our minister says there will be a new heaven and a new earth….and since there are already animals on this earth, he cannot imagine that they would not be present on the new earth. I am looking foreard to that time. I might not have the exact animals that I had before, but, I will have plent of others to love.
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